Faith..

i feel drained to the very core of my being.. mentally.. physically.. emotionally.. it's like a roller coaster ride... my life has always been a roller coaster ride.. the high doesn't last very long and the lows seem to linger a little longer than usual.. when i'm down and low.. and feel like life's throwing me into a whirlpool.. i get down on my knees.. i break down.. i pray..

peace.. i feel at peace with everything after i pray.. know what that's like? it feels like my burdens are all lifted up.. i feel assured that what i'm going through is temporary and that no matter what He'll always be there.. this is why I am christian.. the peace I feel during the good and bad. that;s why when i get good news, the first thing i do is give thanks to Him.. a small prayer is said at heart... when I'm down.. i pray..

ppl tell me that when bad things happen.. there's always a reason.. a lesson to be learnt.. a chance to grow.. All the pain i went through before.. I can't say that it was a lesson well learnt nor can I tell u the reason for the pain.. but i do know that my faith in god, the sense of security and peace He gave me was the one thing that helped me through those times.. and whatever the reason may be.. whether i'll ever find out or not.. i'm keeping the faith